Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Why?

did you die?

18.12.07






ALISON! hoped.
4:41 PM
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Monday, December 17, 2007
sunset..


alison.
that sunset;; isn't so beautiful anymore.
and living, is simply a chore.





to get to know someone, you must listen, talk, and learn from them.
artist. life. music. breathe. inspire.







ALISON! hoped.
8:15 PM
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Gerard Way

"..so I think that the 15 year old me would be disappointed in that aspect, but he would be very happy in the aspect that, knowing everything was going to be okay, that I will go on to make something of myself. I think that my biggest fear at 15 was that I was going to be some sort of failure, stuck being invisible, and not making an impact. I think he'd be happy to know that it all works out in the end.."

wow...

maybe there's hope yet for me.




ALISON! hoped.
7:26 PM
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Wentz.

you know that feeling when you're in a room full of people, but yet you feel so alone?

yes, i know that exact one.

thats what it felt like. i just wanted to leave; to get away.

it happens to me, i can just never get away.

exactly. it gets to the point where your heart literally hurts, and you end up having a dull ache around that area for the entire night..

i know exactly what you're saying.

mmm, good to know i'm not alone on that.




ALISON! hoped.
7:25 PM
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Time.

Time never heals the pain one feels, it simply makes it easier to forget what you've lost.


future, here I come.





ALISON! hoped.
7:23 PM
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wtfuccckkkk

"I'll be thinking of you, when ever you're down or anything. I'll be there with you in spirit"

ironic much?

holy shit i don't remember that one.
i should never go through my msn conversations..

wow, i talk a lot.
fucking hell, how did you put up with me?
i would have stopped talking to me, i was so fucking irritating.


shit things have changed.
arrghh i fucking miss you


January 5th:
screw you all, i'm baking a cake.
18 is important.


ALISON! hoped.
7:16 PM
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Sunday, December 9, 2007
I wish...

I wish I could make you happy.
I wish I could make you smile.
I wish everything would just fall into place.
I hate waiting for the future.
And I hate dwelling in the past.
Reminiscing in events that almost feel as if they never happened.
Dwelling within events that feel almost an life time away.
You are pretty much the most important person in my life now.
I'm yet to understand how and why I care so much.
I worked so hard, yet you still seemed to disregard.
I miss so many things, but I miss you above all.
You meant the world to me.
You mean the world to me.
I stood in a room, filled with people and waited for you to notice.
I wish you wouldn't care, it would make this so much easier.

Time never heals the pain one feels, it simply makes it easier to forget what you've lost.

arghhhh - feels like an idiot -



ALISON! hoped.
11:09 PM
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